he has already left me for 4 days.
:( i still don't believe that.
it's sad when you wanted to talk to the one you missing a lot wanted to tell him you miss him but the fucking call couldn't reach and he wasn't online as well.
it's sad when after class you plan to go yum cha before go back but couldn't find a companion then you decided to go sendiri but you have given up at last cos you found it has no fun at all. i wanted to go mid term party so badly, i've never been to a party before how i wish you were here to go with me telling me i look awesome in dress we smiled and we kissed.
it's sad when you can only see your boyfriend on laptop's screen you wanted to touch him but his face is cold and 2D. i can't feel your warmness.
it's sad when finally you have to go back home after college by yourself without boyfriend's accompaniment. no more shouting 'PDA!' on the bus.
baby sorry i'm not angry i don't mean to shout at you i felt so bad right after put down your call.
i just feel so lost without you. i'm learning how to enjoy myself now, trust me. gimme some time. bye.
